Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Oh remember, remember

I remember waking up to your loud voice yelling at us.
being so afraid to come home from school.
Watching you, watching you hit my brother.

Now you just deny all of it.
Its ridiculous that you don't remember it
You will never know what damage you have done.

I remember sitting in your room listening
Listening to you tell us you didn't love our mom anymore
Hearing that was heart wrenching 

Trying to forgive you for everything is the hardest thing
It's hard to love a man that has caused you so much pain

I remember when you made her cry.
How mad I was at you
Wondering how you could do that to a woman you loved.

And you left her for that bitch of a woman.

Keep telling your lies.
No one knows the truth except for us.

Go to hell

I miss my dad.


My real dad.
Not this man.
This is a different person.
 


8 comments:

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  2. this makes me wanna put on mascara and fingerless leather gloves. And also yeah it's pretty depressing

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  3. "Trying to forgive you for everything is the hardest thing
    It's hard to love a man that has caused you so much pain." We have this in common for a man we call the father. Great post. Keep it up

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  4. This was so real & Sad.. but it was GOOD.

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  5. This is a truely real post. I love it

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  6. Sad bears but don't speak up because the sofa bears don't know. 7 of em got lost and we're searching so don't go near the volcano.

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  7. This is really honest. I would say i like it.. But i don't like it and that is what makes it brilliant.

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