Some best friends never last.

Do you remember your first best friend? Do you know where he/she is now? Most of you have no idea where or even what their name might even be. Why is it that people can change so much in so little time. You might be with that person all through junior high. But in high school that's a whole other story. People change. Things can be said, hearts and feelings can be hurt. Friendships fade. People fade into memories. My friends now I hope will be here later in life, but the odds aren't really in my favor.

Jelly. Jealous. Jealousy

When we want something and someone we know gets it we get jealous. It's in our nature to be this way.
For me, I am jealous of you crazy awesome writers. I wish I could just get our a paper, or start a new document and just use ideas that come to my brain. I am one of those kids who sits in the back of the room in silence waiting for the bell to ring. Or as Mr. Nelson says, I guess I am just one of those said tourists. I always try to find things to write about but I can never find the interest or the drive to do so. But at the end of this class, I can honestly say that I have become a better writer. I can stand in front of the entire class and read a poem that sucks and not be afraid. This class has taught me that we are just going to be dead in 70 years anyway so why not. I can say that I am still a little jealous of you AMAZING writers but I can say that I have become a better one because of this awesome class.

Instructions.

I am giving you instructions of how to get to something that you need. This object is something that you use every single day. You wake up you use it. Before you go to sleep you use it. You even use it at the dinner table.

First you will need a willingness to find this object. It will help you in all your times of need. You need to be able to use this form of technology as well.

Follow the smell of burning plastic until you get to a very dark room. Feel around on the ground until you find a piece of paper. You will find that the paper is saying that this is the thing you are looking for. It is incorrect. Figure the rest out on your own.

Lonely chair

This chair is lonely.

A single word

One word can mean so much, but be so little. One word can change how a person looks at you and also how you view that person in the future. Love. Hate. Despise. Gratitude. Happiness. So many one word answers that hide some many lies behind all of those words. Things change over time, friends leave, more come and that's just life. It is just so crazy how one word can change so much.

When we think of someone or something only one word comes to mind. Not an entire sentence, but just one word. We base most of our judgements on one word answers.

Think about that

Oh remember, remember

I remember waking up to your loud voice yelling at us.

being so afraid to come home from school.

Watching you, watching you hit my brother.

Now you just deny all of it.

Its ridiculous that you don't remember it

You will never know what damage you have done.

I remember sitting in your room listening

Listening to you tell us you didn't love our mom anymore

Hearing that was heart wrenching 

Trying to forgive you for everything is the hardest thing

It's hard to love a man that has caused you so much pain

I remember when you made her cry.

How mad I was at you

Wondering how you could do that to a woman you loved.

And you left her for that bitch of a woman.

Keep telling your lies.

No one knows the truth except for us.

Go to hell

I miss my dad.

My real dad.

Not this man.

This is a different person.

 

Duck or Duct

Is it duck or duct when you are talking about the certain kind of tape?  I sincerely don't know?  

Everyone says that duct tape can fix anything.... Can it fix a marriage?  Can it fix anything other than thing that don't have meaning?  People say that the most important things in our lives are built with a steady foundation...that cannot be made with damn duct tape.  You need something more stable than that annoying crap.  Bricks build a stable foundation metaphorically and literally.  You can't have some stupid flimsy sticky crap to build a life on.  You never hear anyone say that they built their life from duct tape...NO  they say something to the extent of they built them with hard work and bricks!